dutch unemployment 2010

called randstand zorg hoping to discuss the possibility of me doing some vaccination research. the projects ends this month. no other possibilities until i am "inburgered"/fluent in dutch. klootzak.

golden sun today and i ventured to the canal because my ISO 160 film in my holga likes this kind of light. everything looked ugly and washed-out now that the snow is gone. the canal couldn't save tilburg's (lack-of) beauty. back home i go.

i'm starting to accept that during this phase - it's impossible for me to achieve anything.